FML!!!

I AM SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

愿望

曾经有一段时间，我重复又重复的许着同一个愿望。

对于那件事，我无法争取，什么都做不到，只能卑微的祈求，然后等待愿望成真。

不敢有丝毫怀疑，害怕自己一不小心亵渎了大自然界任何神秘的力量，愿望就不能实现了。

只差没有在午夜星空下等候流星出现，好许下第一手热辣辣的愿。

可笑的我。

神秘的力量始终没有替我完成心愿，但换个角度想，其实也是一件好事。

至少在梦想破灭后，我成长了。

其实我不知道，在看似痊愈了的伤口底下，是否还有一个深深的洞，在溃烂流脓。

White Horse

Say you're sorry, that face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you

Holding on, the days drag on
Stupid girl, I should have known
I should have known

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around

Baby I was naive, got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings, now I know

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now

And its too late for you and your white horse
Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now

USM

I might will miss this place someday.

But not now.