Christmas Wish

I have a little secret.
I secretly believe in something that I shouldn't.
It is planted in my mind.
You won't like it.
I don't like it too.
On this festive day, I pray that by next Christmas, this thinking will no longer be here.

Thats how I feel

Climb hard
Reach the top
Pray hard for things will follow the track...

THE END

很香咯

妹妹吃着晚餐，我在搽着hand cream。

妹：好辣哦。
我：你吃到整张脸都红了。
妹：很香咯。
我：哪一个？排骨还是芽菜？
妹：我是说你的手。。
我：。。。。。。

A big gap in between.

With my legs I don't think I can cross.

一生所爱

从前 现在 过去了再不来

红红 落叶 长埋尘土内

开始终结总是 没变改

天边的你飘泊 白云外

情人 别后 永远再不来 (消散的情缘)

无言独坐放眼尘世外(愿来日再聚)

鲜花虽会凋谢(只愿) 但会再开(为你)

一生所爱隐约(守候)在白云外(期待)

苦海 翻起爱恨

在世间 难逃避命运

相亲 竟不可接近

或我应该 相信 是缘分

Undeniable

Found out a truth. I hate it.

D

D for "distance", and "difference".

To you and me

I want to live a simple life with smiley faces together with you =)

*Sigh*

Engineers should be those who make life easier, apply their knowledge to solve problems logically and creatively.

But I did a bad job today. I made things much more complicated than it should, and doubled or even tripled the time to get it done.

I am so disappointed with myself.

And I am so not engineer :(

Receptionist

I am working as receptionist today, since the lady took a week leave for marry purpose ( It's the game over!!!).

This is a very relaxing job, I just need to do some faxing work, answering phone calls, forward emails then nothing much. I can spend all day long online, facebook, chatting...

but I couldn't enjoy much.. not only because I just recovered from fever yesterday, but diarrhea today, and also the god damn internet speed that even worse than the one in my dearest USM Enginnering campus.

"Sometimes you have to be apart from people you love, but that doesn't make you love them any less. Sometimes you love them more."
— Nicholas Sparks (The Last Song)

Sayonara

It's hard to say goodbye.

Wish you all the best in future =)

1st day of Intern

Almost gonna be late this morning, though i woke up quite early, luckily the traffic condition is better than I expected, arrived within half an hour. =)

Thoughts on my internship company : friendly colleagues, knowledgable supervisor, and most engineers there have to work OT OT OT OT OT for about 3 hours a day... ( omg this is a terrible company to work in )

Basically today just doing clerk's work such as filing, key in data, plot graph with excel, etc..

Not very difficult job (yet), but still, I am so exhausted =(

Garfield

Feed me

Love me

And never leave me

♥♥

LAK 100

我不想读书啦!!!

讨厌你LAK 100!!!

exam week

精神紧张的第n天。。

真感觉

情是

即刻想到你

已经

即刻想见你

其实我挂念你

无限的新奇

即刻想到你

已经

即刻感觉你

无论你 远或近

这一刻我要吻你

week 13

I feel like nowadays even salin assignment also no time -_-

EAL mini project

Do we look too free for it?

Take a deep breath.

Its just a matter of time.

^^

终究，我是被眷顾的。

因为我等到它的降临了。

CCK

I guess you won't see this.
Because you don't want to.
I do respect your choice and decision, and I have to accept it, since it might be the best for you after all these years.
But still, I feel so upset right now.

FML!!!

I AM SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

愿望

曾经有一段时间，我重复又重复的许着同一个愿望。

对于那件事，我无法争取，什么都做不到，只能卑微的祈求，然后等待愿望成真。

不敢有丝毫怀疑，害怕自己一不小心亵渎了大自然界任何神秘的力量，愿望就不能实现了。

只差没有在午夜星空下等候流星出现，好许下第一手热辣辣的愿。

可笑的我。

神秘的力量始终没有替我完成心愿，但换个角度想，其实也是一件好事。

至少在梦想破灭后，我成长了。

其实我不知道，在看似痊愈了的伤口底下，是否还有一个深深的洞，在溃烂流脓。

White Horse

Say you're sorry, that face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you

Holding on, the days drag on
Stupid girl, I should have known
I should have known

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around

Baby I was naive, got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings, now I know

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now

And its too late for you and your white horse
Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now

USM

I might will miss this place someday.

But not now.

刚刚想到的事

• 外公

总会在傍晚时拖着外公去附近的公园，要他给我荡秋千。有一次他带我去爬一个开发中小山丘，爬到最高时觉得自己征服了全世界。

读幼儿园时每天都是外公载我和表哥回家。总是调皮的我常被罚留堂，有次又被罚了，想要偷偷跟外公回去，可是计划失败了。发脾气说“哼我不要回去了！”，外公说“我又没有要载你回。”当下真是气死才六岁的小孩了，lol..

• 外婆

我心目中的超级女强人。

拍起苍蝇来百发百中，曾亲眼在饭桌上见证她拍手三下三只苍蝇含恨而终的绝技。

煮饭全天下第二好吃，煲的糖水是全天下第一甜@@

• 公公

小时的最老玩伴，总是缠着他嬉闹，然后被他搔得投降。

装乖听他炫耀泡女史，心里却在吐槽说怎可能有女生喜欢你。。

三年级，妈妈怀孕了，和他打赌，我说是妹妹，他说是弟弟，五块钱，当然，他输了~可是我没有拿到我的五块钱=(

• 婆婆

最宠溺我的人，今天说要吃炸鸡，明天饭桌就有了。

每天都要看福建戏，我看得快要睡着的肥皂剧是她的周杰伦--精彩绝伦

• 爸爸

第二宠溺我的人，常常装酷。

觉得妈妈比较漂亮，所以只要谁说我长得像爸爸而不是妈妈，就会扁嘴了。。

小时爸爸生日了，要给他亲亲，他却不肯，死缠烂打后改成亲脸颊。

第一次被他打是因为在他讲电话时，偷偷帮他剪头发。哈哈！

喜欢他坐摩托载我去兜风，觉得他是我的超人。

有一次被妈妈打了，还被赶出家门，无助的坐在楼梯间发呆，不到一分钟爸爸就冲过来哄我回家了^^

出门回家途中，在车里装睡，被他抱着爬上五楼的家，觉得好幸福。一进家门就用很“自然”的方式醒来，当然是被念了。

发誓要嫁一个像我爸爸那样的人~

• 妈妈

我最爱的人。

不管到了几岁，生病了还是会撒娇要她陪我去看医生。

威胁要把马桶装满水然后淹死我，就算我心里很疑惑马桶能装满吗，却不敢作声，生怕她会把我淹死。

教训我后，夜里会进来帮哭累了睡着的我擦药。

和我开过最大的玩笑，是告诉我怀孕的方式，把一颗鸡蛋塞进肛门，九个月不排便，不能把鸡蛋压破，小便也要小心，不要把鸡蛋挤出来。。。=.=天真的我半信半疑，幸好我从没去尝试。

• vivi

我最爱的动物。

我希望它能长命一点。

Get Confused

Never judge a book by its cover.

I don't know what to believe.

Woke up from nap and...

[4:15:30 PM] Cyan: sorry
[4:15:33 PM] Cyan: i was taking nap
[4:15:33 PM] Cyan: dunemo

[4:19:38 PM] Han Liang Lim: haha
[4:19:41 PM] Han Liang Lim: nvm
[4:19:47 PM] Han Liang Lim: i say for fun only
[4:19:48 PM] Han Liang Lim: ...

[4:19:57 PM] Cyan: what is dunemo
[4:19:59 PM] Cyan: what lai de

[4:20:06 PM] Han Liang Lim: how i noe

[4:20:07 PM] Cyan: why i type it geh


am so blur -_-

ENG-WIFI-MOBILE

Waited for two days and finally, i got my phone access to internet and msn!!!
Am so happy with it ^^~

差不多了，应该能了。

我并不想代替她的位置。
你不值得。
可是。。

午睡

睡了两个小时，发了很多奇奇怪怪的梦，最后，梦到非常恐怖的事情，我的牙齿变得面目全非，碎成很多个portion，被黏在在口腔里不同的位置！！！我必须把它们一颗颗拉回本来的位置，好像玩puzzle那样。在梦里我不停的对自己说这一定是梦一定是梦， 可是太害怕了，牙齿被拉的紧实感就像真实的那样，我焦急的想要醒过来，却没办法。

终于，在醒来的刹那，虽然头痛到爆，可是我还是马上弹起来。。
果然，对我而言最恐怖的不是被鬼追杀，而是变得面目全非啊！